Which is Worse?

I don't know what's worse.

Is it the fact that 

You try to make me feel 

less than

because

I 

am not

thin

or blonde

or 

supermodel beautiful

or 

video vixen thick.

My hair does not grow

down 

it grows

up and out

I don't have the 

cute lil button nose

or flat abs

I 

am not

the girl on TV
or 

In the magazines 

or in the 

Music Videos

I was feeling pretty good

about me 

and my brains

and my heart

and the love I give

until

you felt the need to 

bring out 

what I 

am not.

So what is worse?

Is it worse that 

you

(mistakenly)

feel 

that I am not beautiful;

or 

that 

for a 

brief moment

I 

allowed you to 

make me

feel 

the same?

A good song...

What is it? 

What is it about a good song

that invokes a feeling?

Any feeling. 

Why?

Why is it that

Whatever feelings there are

there is a song that will 

match it.

Even if the words are not especially

profound

A song can say a lot

without

unprofound words.

Ahhhh....

It is music.

The music

can invoke the feelings

and match the feelings

wordlessly.

There is no good song

without music, 

because in music, 

one can hear

the voice

of angels.

It's Not Easy...

I suppose if it were,

I wouldn't be here;

neither would you-

there would be no us

no fuss.

But if it were easy

would we take it for granted?

I suppose we would.

Not to say that it is always hard,

but it is not 

always easy.

I get angry with you

and I want to leave

but I watch you sleep

And I know you are  

 so worth it.

I am worth it.

That is why you're still here.

That's why there is 

 still an us, and 

The fuss.

It's not easy.

But it is mostly good.

You are my husband.

I am your wife.

This is our marriage. 

And

It is worth it.