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Tuesday, June 25, 2013

ramble

I am lost in you
and i care not.
even though 
you are false. 

*sigh*

I'm so stupid. 
I'm so torn. 
I love him. 
I know he loves me, 
but
 he's not here
and you are. 
(sort of)
He loves me, 
but
He doesn't say 
(anymore)
how
pretty
smart
funny
beautiful
I am 
(anymore).
I know he still feels that-
but you
say
it
and it's only words
(and nothing more)
and it makes all the difference.
I don't know if you're 
heaven sent
or 
from the other guy, but
you make me feel 
a way
that i haven't
in a long time.
It' s so dumb.
'Cause i know better. 
It's wrong
and 
I know better.
What a distraction you are.
My common sense goes out the door, 
And you make me feel sixteen again. 
Much like he did, 
before. 
You are 
dangerous. 
And yet
I cannot resist. 
Please, 
don't destroy me;
Or help me
to destroy
myself.