Which is Worse?

I don't know what's worse.

Is it the fact that 

You try to make me feel 

less than

because

I 

am not

thin

or blonde

or 

supermodel beautiful

or 

video vixen thick.

My hair does not grow

down 

it grows

up and out

I don't have the 

cute lil button nose

or flat abs

I 

am not

the girl on TV
or 

In the magazines 

or in the 

Music Videos

I was feeling pretty good

about me 

and my brains

and my heart

and the love I give

until

you felt the need to 

bring out 

what I 

am not.

So what is worse?

Is it worse that 

you

(mistakenly)

feel 

that I am not beautiful;

or 

that 

for a 

brief moment

I 

allowed you to 

make me

feel 

the same?